Only He is capable.

"The placebo effect is the measurable, observable, or felt improvement in health not attributable to an actual treatment.
When a treatment is based on a known inactive substance like a sugar pill, distilled water, or saline solution rather than having real medical value, a patient may still improve merely because their expectation to do so is so strong." --About.com

No healing actually takes place. Symptoms may be gone. But, healing, never occurs. I'm ready for the real thing.

After four years.

Where I spent my day.

He met me in a hotel room.

Solitude was needed. Clarification was a must. And intimacy with the Lord was past due.
Thus, I find myself in a hotel room in Columbus, for what some would call a "get away". As I sit here in this hotel room, I cannot help but be reminded of Blair. As I sit in this place, with such a lonely feeling that arrives upon walking into a fake "home"... my heart aches to think her life was ended in a place just like this one. Yet, being here, the Lord has reminded me that my hope is in HIM. And if ever my hope is in Him, it is in Him in the Blair situation as well. I cling to the hope that just as He is meeting me in this hotel room tonight, that somehow, He met her in that hotel room that night. Hope is defined as: to have confidence; trust. So, that is what I am doing. My confidence is in Him. I trust Him. Even with a situation that I do not understand, that I was so quick to lose my hope in.

Another post is probably on its way later tonight...